Do you Belong?

Do you ever feel like you just don't belong? Honestly, like deep down in your core you feel this unending desire to just get up and leave. Maybe you should be doing something else.
Perhaps you are wasting your time. Perhaps you are supposed to be doing something all together different, something you have always yearned to do.
Well, I do.
I feel this clawwing at my soul. I feel an uncomfortablness that has settled into my bones. I feel the burning desire to follow my dreams.

The Question is " What do I do about it?"

Complicated

As I sit alone in a hotel lobby, I wonder when I got so impatient. When did I allow people to bother me. How am I so sensitive to things that people do? I am annoyed, aggravated, dissapointed, frustrated and sad all at once. Mostly at myself.
I don't know when I became so intolerant of other people. Their behaviors for instance, do I project an entitled attitude? I am asking cause I am offended by this in someone else. Do I present this same type of attitude?
If so I am sorry, I am utterly offended and consumed with annoyance at the present moment.

Do I go through life like this? Not caring how I come across to others. Not sorry for any inconvenience that I may cause. No worries of how I may impact your world.

This is an obvious hurdle in my life. But what roads brought me to this? I have always been so open minded.

What's changed? Well, a lot I guess.
My beliefs, thoughts, attitude, emotions. I am constantly refocusing my attention on how I can be a better person, but if I cant even tolerate the intolerable, how can I strive to be better??

Hope

Somehow this post got deleted. I am kinda irritated about it. But what can you do.